我中H1N1???

前天，姨婆来到我家。
她想看我青春痘的状况，摸了摸我额头，
突然问道：‘你发烧吗？’
这时，婆婆和老爸才似紧张兮兮地，说了一大堆有完没完的，要我去诊所。

在这之前我已很不寻常的告诉老爸我生病的原因，
（我从来不会和他说的。）
然而，听了姨婆的一句话，就胡乱判断。

无知！
我自己清楚我的身体状况。
我之所以生病，是因为我在星期六喝下整整一大杯的HL chocolate !
而不是他们所谓的H1N1 !

算！钱，是他们的，他们想花，我不能也没有法子阻止。
他们从来不会听我说的话，他们永远是对的。
我必须尊重他们！

到了诊所，与医生见了面，
果然，根本没什么大碍！
我想医生都在笑，心想我们太紧张了！

回到家，我很不服气，无端端被‘抓’去诊所，
刻意大声和妹妹说；
‘对啦，我中H1N1啦，发烧至37.2度呢！’

吃了药，便上床睡了。

隔天，我的声音竟然好转些。。。
正常人都会很开心，
谁叫我不正常呢，我是怪咖呢？
我非常震惊，因为我较喜欢声音有些沙哑的，呵呵！
我是不是很欠骂？
可是，我喜欢！
一年365天都一样声音好无趣，偶尔变声也蛮不错的！
哈哈

Post on 31st July

0605

我必须改目标！

昨天学校办了一场education fair。
我必须改目标才能读上学院！
天啊~
之前我想考获5'As，原因很简单---拿奖学金
就像我在之前那篇说的。
可是，现在我必须换了！
我必须考获7'As或以上，我才有资格考上我想读的学院！
T______T
怎么办。。。。。。
7'As，这么容易考获吗？
天哪~
我不能再只考获5'As那么简单了！
7'As我才有资格拿奖学金！
而且只有50% !!!
也就是说，就算拿了奖学金，我还必须付一半的学费！
不过，我觉得这还好，因为我可以向政府借钱，拿PTPTN loan，
至少我还有机会读我想读的学院。
不会让老妈丢去读Form 6。
所以，我惟有拼7'As!
加油，加油，加油 !!! !!!

Post on 30th July

0607

压力，无奈，哪又怎样？

时间过得真快，转眼间，SPM即将莅临，还剩大约三个月。。。
我告诉自己，我要拼，要拼出好成绩来。
对不怎么聪明惊人的我，就必须下一番努力，才能实践我的目标。
我的目标其实看似简单又有些难度（对我而言）
我的目标是9A's，我自知不可能，所以我希望能考获5A's
老妈说，如果没考好成绩，就不让我读学院，她不想浪费金钱在我身上！
至少也要获得学院的优惠，半价或四分之三价。
也对啦！拿出一大笔钱放在一个没有保障的地方，谁会这样苯啊？！
不读学院，读Form6吗？
我不想读Form6。。。
所以我能怎样？我还有什么办法？
惟有逼自己考出好成绩来！
我告诉自己，我一定要拼出至少见得人的成绩！
接下来的三个月，我要使劲全力地拼！
（其实之前没怎么拼，为了目标，设定自己在最后的三个月拼）

为了实践这个目标，失去了好多。。。
时间没有了，
自由没有了，
娱乐没有了，
朋友没有了，
开朗没有了，
笑容没有了，
然而我真的能达到目标吗？
哈! 我不晓得。。。（苦笑）
我只知道我已快失去一切。。。
无奈，有谁知？

‘朋友一生一起走 那些日子不再有 一句话 一辈子 一深情 一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过 一声朋友你会懂 还有伤 还有痛 还要走 还有我’

很久没与朋友一起出去了，每天关在家里。
就算朋友要约我，我也没空去，一直拒绝她们，
久而久之，朋友都懒得约我。
我能明白她们。
次次都拒绝，原因都是补习补习，朋友对我的印象就是补习！
嗨~
也对啦！一个星期七天有五天补习！

算了，为了SPM，我一定要这样做！

Post on 26th July

1542

Suck stuff

Important!!!

Please see here before you going downward.

First, this post not suitable for every readers to read. I have to say that.
Second, readers just forget about this post after reading.
Third, I am just trying to express my feeling at my space, not purposely trying to blame others.
If you cannot understand, I prefer you do not comtinue with my post...sorry...

17th July
Recess time, taking RM50 for Pn. Yeoh. Then passing through GB board. Name list. There was a name list. Finding for my name. Darn. Number 3. At the same time. AiLyn passing through. Her name has been crossed. She had paid yesterday.

Last two period, I was packing my bag to going to Chemistry lab. JieYing and JiaJia from 5S1 came to inform me that Ah Heoh would like to see me. I went for it. After telling her, umm..settled..temporary at least..
I would like to sell my white Leo Club T-shirt then buy GB T-shirt.

When I back home, I checked my cellphone. Tyiing's message. ''28th July, Tuesday I am going to take car lisence test.'' OMG. We need to take bus back home on every Monday and Tuesday. What to do? Ask her not to go? Impossible!
Actually my mood was going down and down, getting lower and lower...

After bathing and eating, I messaged Melissa, BoonYan and JingYing. Trying to ask them that could I return white Leo Club T-shirt to club. The answer was as what I thought. So nothing to be shock. Then, I was trying to ask them to help sell it. Not just them, I messaged to almost all union girls that I got their numbers.

I wanted to sell it for RM20 since GB T-shirt is RM20. I just wore it one time. How long? Heyy, just 30 minutes-that was more than enough. HOWEVER! Melissa refused to sell it RM20. She insisted that was second hand.OKAY! FINE! RM17.I has already dropped the price. Again, she insisted that it just could cost RM15. Darn.FINE! I surrender! RM15! At least I get the money to pay for GB T-shirt. Few minnutes ago, I was tuition-ing, her message came toward me. ''If RM13, my friend wanted to buy it.'' Oh dear~why are you... ... ...(Ps: some words really not suitable to write down here, paiseh...). Honestly my fire keep on burning with strong fire. Calm down! Calm down! I had always tell myself to calm down and I should stop my fire to burn continuously.

Busy for this suck stuff for half a day. Darn. Damn.

I blamed myself too. I was stupid to get into their trap(just my way to show that I was really fool). I was the most stupid person. Sadly, no one realised about that. Why am I stupid like a pig?! I asking myself. But I got no answer..because... ...I was born like that. Oh my godness. What to do?

Let's us back to few months ago to see how did I stupid. JingYing complained that less people bought the Leo Club T-shirt, that was not enough to clean the debts. What was the next action?
Our president, Melissa forced all AJK must buy this shirt including Form 5's AJK although we are going to graduate half year later. Thus, I chose to buy Leo Club T-shirt but not GB T-shirt.
Why did I stupid like fool? Because I prefer Leo Club than GB. OMG! What I mad was not I bought Leo Club T-shirt ...I was mad because it was unfair to me!
YeePhing and KerLi refused to buy it. They are clever. Because while JingYing said there had enough money to cover the debts, Melissa did not force us to buy anymore! WTH. It was not worth to me, do you know?! HELL. I couldn't control myself anymore. Fire kee burning, couldn't stop. I did not know what to do.I just can write anything that i like, express my feeling and sharing my opinion as well.
If all Form 5 AJK must buy, it must be EVERY Form 5 AJK buy!
What was forcing us to buy and stopped this suck action while the debts has cleared?
Is this action suck?
You think yourself. I just expressed. Was not purposely to scold anyone.

At the last, apologize to those I has some bad words to them.

Post on 26th July

0150

认识粉底

粉底4大种类

1. 粉底液 - 适用于干性皮肤，具有滋润作用，提供中度的覆盖力，紧贴皮肤，营造透明自然的效果。
2. 霜状粉底 - 提供良好的覆盖力，特别适合干性皮肤，能掩饰细小瑕疵，但混合至油性肤质应避免使用。
3. 干湿两用粉饼 - 适合于油性及中性皮肤，提供滋润及控制油脂分泌的作用，有效修饰妆容，营造细致清爽的效果。
4. 润色隔离霜(Tinted moisturizer) - 属于多功能粉底，通常备有紫外线防护及滋润功能，质地轻盈薄贴，易于使用。

使用粉底 Do's & Don'ts

Do's

1. 选择略浅一号的粉底色调
2. 避免粉红，桃红，玫瑰红，橘色或灰色等基色的粉底
3. 避免使用油性粉底，除非你拥有干性肤质

Don'ts

1. 在购买粉底之前，不经过任何测试
2. 选择不适合自己肤色的色调
3. 使用超哑光粉底，使妆容看起来厚重，甚至因过于干燥而产生皱纹

Post on 07 July

0616

The stages of Love 剖析5大恋爱阶段

阶段1：热恋期

恋爱症状：当你刚刚堕入情网的时候，就像飞到一个截然不同的美好世界：他讲的笑话总是那么逗趣，每一段与他共进的晚餐都是绝顶的美味，和他在一起的日子是多么的幸福。。。。。。你总是魂不守舍，愿意全情的投入其中。你可能会认为这种感觉不可思议，事实上，科学家的解释就是---荷尔蒙在‘作怪’！当你真正爱上某个人的时候，你会感到神魂颠倒。这时因为你的身体内产生一种荷尔蒙。在你和他交往的前3-6个月，每次见到他的时候，你都会异常兴奋，而且毫不在意他的缺点。人类学家的调查显示：在热恋的时期有80%的女性都会记得男友做过或说过的每一件小事；而90%的人经常会想入非非。

如何度过？尽情享受恋爱的高峰期吧！虽然这样可能会令你筋疲力尽，冷落朋友或是影响工作，但既然机会摆在你面前，就不要顾虑太多了吧！

Love Advice: 尽管激情会逐渐变淡，但只要花费一点心思，也会有可能将它延续。回忆一下你们第一次见面时的场景，一定还会令你心潮澎湃，或者想象一下，别的女人会如何评价他呢？她们会被她的什么特质所吸引呢？不妨一陌生人的角度去看他，你就会想起他之前是如何打动你的，从而唤起激情！



阶段2：冲突期

恋爱症状：3-6个月的热恋期过后，爱情无可避免地会趋于平淡。从心理学的角度来讲，这时因为你的负担过重，由于长期兴奋过度，而使大脑无法适应。这时，你会开始看见他的种种不好，也会突然发觉自己更宁愿一个人好好地享受私人空间。

如何度过？别再胡思乱想了！在神魂颠倒之后，你肯定会开始怀疑他是否真的适合你，这一阶段是不可避免的，只有度过这一阶段，你才可能与他保持长久的关系。在遇到挫折的时候，不要灰心丧气，应该把它当作是一个跳出误区的机会。在几个月的狂热之后，不妨进入彼此的生活，这样你才可以更好地了解他。别总是过二人世界了，把他介绍给你的朋友，和他一起出去吃饭，喝酒，拜访双方的父母，你将会看到她全新的一面！

Love Advice: 如果在对他有了更深刻的了解之后，你还是无法容忍他的缺点，在批评他以前，应该先反省一下自己吧！而且，一些外来因素，如：工作压力过大或其他烦心事太多的话，也会令你对他失去耐心---再说，你也该试者爱他的缺点，不是吗？



阶段3：稳定期

恋爱症状：在恋爱关系保持半年到一年时间后，你会发现你们已经进入一个非常平和的时期。渐渐地，你不会因为他不够完美而烦恼了，因为你也不是完美的，而他也没有因为这样而减轻一点对你的爱。

如何度过？当你觉得幸福而安逸，并对你们的关系非常满意时，千万不能有丝毫的放松！你可能会理所当然的认为，即使你不经常陪他或不对他表达爱慕，也不会影响你们的关系。事实上，如果你不与他充份享受这段幸福的时光，很可能会毁掉你们的感情。

Love Advice: 在他生病的时候，你的细心照顾会缓解他的病痛；享受浪漫时光时，对他撒娇并表现你对他的依赖；在他工作不如意的时候，没有什么比你的轻轻一吻更能让他感到安心的了。

阶段4：厌倦期

恋爱症状：你们已经建立了稳固的关系，你不再对你们的感情有任何怀疑了，这时你可能会想：你们再也不能找回旧日的激情了！

如何度过？产生厌倦的原因，是因为你们习惯了一成不变的相处模式，你应该多花心思为对方制造惊喜和新鲜感，否则恋爱的热情只会持续地消退。

Love Advice：通过一些恋爱的小情趣，可以改变彼此的冷漠状态。如果你们的关系已经很牢固了，而且开始觉得有点像老夫老妻，建议安排一些时间进行共同的兴趣或活动，例如：一起研究亨饪，学习新事物等，不仅能让你们之间多了许多话题，也可以增进彼此的感情。

阶段5：新顶点

恋爱症状：当你们交往超过两年，你会发觉你们之间再也没有什么隔阂了。在共同度过挫折后，你更能体会到什么才是真正的爱情。

如何度过？过于自信也会出麻烦的，为了避免苦心营造的爱情毁于一旦，你应该经常保持恋爱的热度，以免迷失方向。当然，结婚是个大方向，但你们也可以谈谈买屋子，储钱出国旅游等一些生活计划，然后共同朝着这个目标努力！

Love Advice：请记住，感情再好也要走过以上的阶段。每当你经历过一次反复之后，你们的关系也就变得更加亲密。经过了这些风风雨雨之后，你会发现恋爱到达了一个新顶点，甚至比刚堕入情网时的感觉还要好。记住，恋爱就像一个圆圈，遇到低谷是不可避免，也是很正常的，唯有经得起考验才是真爱，而两个人共同度过这些起起落落后，即可持久建立稳固的关系。

Post on 07 July

0539

Dancer is great

I would like to share with u guys about what I do today..=)
just try to share about the special events or the events that attract me today.

I was woke up in the early morning..emm about 8am like that..
do u think early?
Quite la right? Today was Sunday lerr...hehexxx
First, check out my cellphone (This is my habit =p)
A new message from Melissa...
She said that she could help me register first..as a Tanjung member...
Umm..I messaged to all my friends who wanted to join Omega Leo Club.
Then, watching Ghost Rider which borrowed from Yee Chiun.
Luckily I chose Ghost Rider she has borrowed me few dvds...
Ghost Rider..this movie quite nice...
Emm..for me...maybe u guys don't think so..
I introduced this movie to Tyiing.

I went to tuition classes afternoon.
So nothing to talk about during this period.
Just busy with sms-ing when near finished tuition...
because Melissa said that she needed our details to register for us..
full name, IC number, contact number, e-mail and address.

After back from tuition classes, my sister was watching Just Go! that showed in channel 315.
She like to watch this programme...
she like to laugh people in fact..i think =p
But I wish to watch 舞林大道 that showed in channel 301 which is AEC...
I discussed with her.
About 7pm I turned to AEC.
wow~they are great...dancers! Dancers! Dancers!
They were almost treated Michael Jackson as idol...

However my uncle keep annoying me...
He wanted to watch channel 317 that is Diamond Club...
suak...almost time adi...I let him turned to watch Diamond Club...

After watching Diamond Club, my mummy wanted to watch channel 315 which is 超级少年
Hmm...this was the first time I watched this programme..not bad..not bad..
all are kids..they were presenting their performance...
The little girl which I think she was the first participant..not bad...cute and sweet..
but she lost..
Besides this little girl, the one I remember the most and attract me the most was a little kids.
Emm..he is 10 years old if I not mistaken...
He was so geng!!!
imitating Michael Jackson!!
His result was so good, bravo and great.
His mum said that his dad was very strict to him..
he does not has any teacher to teach him how to dance..
his dad trained him heimself..
his dad was not a dancer too..
so he was very suffering...
Guess and see what was his marks..
He was getting the most highest marks which is 100% !!!
Ahahaha~I was glad and proud with him.
He was so s0 so great!
and imitating Michael Jackson successfully.
This kid...will be having a bright furture! I believe.
Talked so much about him..still haven't mention his name..LOL
He named 周珂 from China.

After this programme, I was waiting for the Astro Star Quest 2009 at 1.30am.
First time watch Astro Star Quest 2009 actually xD
Surprise?
haha..because now only nice to watch...near final already...
The theme was 舞动全城
LOL has watched many programme that were about dance today...
First time saw Alvin dance..
In my mind, he is shy...

Post on 05 July

0307

Inform

During the previous holidays and after Leo Forum,
I has been attended two more activities.
There were Chung Ling High School St. John Campfire and Ipoh Farewell.

The two weeks holidays were not enought for me to prepare studied
but playing in fact.

Besides that, I has attended the FOPCOM Enrolment Sunday last Sunday.
I am a new member for Girls' Brigade this year..
my school just has this uniform this year.

Sorry for late updated because I am really got no time to online.
The two activities that I mentioned above will be updating soon.
Stay Tuned =)

Post on 04 July

0126

Updated for Leo Forum [8]

Readers, this will be the last updated for Leo Forum.
Uhh Leo Forum had been past for long time,
since I am busy and got no time to online,
so until now only be the last updated.
Here are some photos, enjoy ya =)

This years was the first time attending Leo Forum...
Umm..not bad (I mean overall.)
quite fun actually (when siao with friends.)
The breakfast I like the most was the last day-sanswhich.
The lunch I like the most was the second day which was at the opening ceremony.
The dinner I like the most was...err..both nights could be accepted actually..for me.
The day I like the most was...I couldn't identify actually...
The night I like the most was the first night-Fellowship Night-Super heroes Night
and second night not bad too actually-Moving Forward Gala Night.
The event I enjoy and siao the most was watching breakdancer performance breakdance.
second was watching Bryan's performing.
The event I like the most was almost all the events in the Super Heroes Night.

The problems I wanted to complain were the lift (B-suite and Sunshine Banquet Hall),
the tours (an unresponsibility leader) and...
emm..i think the rest I could still tahan.

Lady's bedroom

Terrible right =X

Full of things on the bed...

Forum Special Project

Opposite Krystal Suite


Ready to throw mud ball...

1, 2, 3, throw!

Khoo Kongsi

The tours was quite boring...

taking photo better xD

Have a trishaw rides at the Fort Cornwallis

Super Heroes Night

while waiting for the bus to Sunshine Banquet Hall

~cool~

glad to stand beside him

which we all admire the most...xD

Of course, all are great, bravo and perfect!

He's Bryan, Bryan is him.
Like him too...

especially Melissa, Choi Ley and me

Yerr...

Why? Why they could take photo with Bryan??
Yet, we couldn't find him for capturing T_T

Mostly guys were there when Miss Malaysia was singing...

Captured photo with Miss Malaysia...

Do u guys envy?

XD

Opening Ceremony

It's me =)

Me and Pei Yong

We again..I was da one with vest..

Both of us with vest...

Look, do u guys notice that Pei Yong's vest was over big?

Since the opening ceremony was boring,

so we were taking photos in the washroom.

Pei Yong represented Tanjung, CHCHS, I was represented Union

and Georgetown Central.

Public Speaking...

They very geng!

prepared the speech on the spot.

Sleeping...zZz

Shhh, they were sleeping...

Moving Forward Gala Night

Acting cute actually =p

zi lian-ing

me and Pei Yong

We again.

This time was in the washroom.

Union Leos vs Min Xiang

I don't think u guys can see it xD

Closing Ceremony

They were my roommates-

Ling Ling, Sammy and Pei Yong.

Leo Forum, Bye bye~

For more imformation please visit previous post on Leo Forum.

For more photos please visit my friendster: sleepy_189289@hotmail.com

Post on 04 July

0114