问题一篓篓

到目前，
问题一大堆还不能解决！

为什么我这样衰？！？！
到底为什么？

就这么衰之少一个A？！
就这么衰今年开始没有扣给那些有哥哥姐姐在读拉曼的人？！
就这么衰没人愿意跟我一起读？！
就这么衰我老爸没钱买一辆车给我？！

还有多少问题？？？
还有多少问题等着我去解决？？？

之前我还以为我已解决了所有问题，
谁知问题现在才出现！

之前约定好一起读和她载我去的朋友
昨天放我鸽子了！

Margaret又说她妈突然要她读中六了！

明恩又迟迟不确定要读什么，
一下又说还没决定要读中六还是拉曼！

啊！
捅我一刀算了！
好过现在生不如死！

笔于2010年3月14日
1753

心烦意乱

大家都不相信我，
大家都坚持要读会计。

到底谁可以跟我一起读？

很烦！！！

如果真的没人要跟我读一样，
我就要跟朋友了。

真的要我读会计吗？
我真的读不起啦！
我哥12科A的人都说读得很辛苦了，
难道我真的要读吗？
我怎么可能读得起？

真可怜！
我就像个东西一样，
要随着他人！

我真的不想步我哥的后程啦！

笔于2010年3月14日
1722

难受

现在这种状况
比死还难受！

很烦！
很烦！
很烦！

有没有一种简单又直接的方法来解决？
不要让我再这样烦！

笔于2010年3月14日
1654

忽视的感觉

6A's
让我又爱又恨
我曾很爱过它，
但也是它让我终日以泪洗脸。

是它，
让我无地自容；
是它，
让我没有自信；
是它，
让我抬不起头；
是它，
让我没面目见人。

就是它，
让大家拿放大镜来看我；
就是它，
让大家在看我笑话。

为什么？

我无法见人，
我抬不起头来。
就算在家里也是一样！

除了妹妹，
我谁都无法面对。

为什么不能让我考获7A's？
一科之差，
害得我好惨！
就一科之差，
害我丢了奖学金！

为什么级任老师要告诉我我考获7A's？
为什么要让我白开心一场？
难道看到我空欢喜一场会很开心吗？

为什么我不是读商科？
要是我读商科，我一定能考获7A's！
一些我比她们好些的统统都考获7A's！
为什么老爸要我读商科？

怪了全世界的人，
其实最该怪的人是自己！

妈的，
为什么我这样笨？！
为什么我这样衰？！
为什么要用放大镜来看我？！
为什么我哥这样聪明？！

笔于2010年3月13日
1650

乐极生悲

拿了成绩后就抱病出去玩。
终于，
乐极生悲！

朋友们，
不要再恭喜我了！
我不是考获7科A！
我无法获得scholarship！
拉曼不接受LCCI！

妈的，
老娘差一个A！

老爸也完全不为我的成绩感到欣慰！
*可怜
他说我的成绩普通而已。

我曾经还为我的成绩感到很高兴。
*失望

烂成绩！
烂命运！
烂人一个！

笔于2010年3月12日
1919

放榜

终于等到SPM成绩放榜的一天！
老实说，
我竟然一点紧张的感觉也没有！
心情就像江里的水，平平稳稳地，
完全没有狂风大浪，
很奇怪。
照理说这不是我该有的情绪。
原来紧张兮兮的我居然也有安稳的时刻！

签了名，等着级任老师分派成绩。
‘一个，两个，三个，四个，五个，六个。。。。。。’
*停顿
靠，别告诉我只获得六个A's叻！
幸好，还有最下角的LCCI获得1分！
1分就是A！
‘。。。。。。七个！’ 级任老师笑笑地看着我说。

耶！~
我有scholarship了！

要是我没有拿会计，
想必我只获得5科A，
一科会计让我有两个A。

LCCI，算吧？
否则我只有6科A而已耶！
可是没有scholarship的叻！
希望算吧！
不然，我恨惨自己了！

笔于2010年3月12日
1135

Fu*king Shoepoint

I already worry about that when changing our uniform.
It state that
sales assistant must work at least 5 months,
or else RM30 will be charged per uniform.
I dare not to sign my signature when I was seeing these statement.
I just gonna work till March,
RM90 will be charged on 3 of the uniforms!

Maybe lao yi realized my worried.
She told me that
is okay if I don't work at least 5 months.
Just tell them earlier if I wanna resign.

Now?
end up with... ...?

Stingy aunt deduct this RM90 from my commission!

Readers,
please!
Don't ever try to work at Shoepoint!
It's a suck shop!

Post on 8th March
2323

Sick

keep hanging out with friends lately.
My dad started to amaran me.
Next Wednesday still need to back late
because of meeting.
LOL

Anyway,
I sick now.
sore throat and cough,
feel the hotness all over my body,
but I cooled by surrounding.
This is what called in Hokkian, oi gua
right?
LOL

Post on 8th March
0017

SPM result

Result of SPM 2009 will release on next Thursday,
11st March.

Death date, death time.

sigh~

How many A's would I get?
Would I get 7A's?
keep thinking about this stupid question >.<
wth

I'll commit suicide if I just get 6A's!
==

Just been TAR College to ask some info.
Don't know how to choose my future!
Banking & Finance?
or Finance & Investment?
Which one is the better?
Which one is easier to get a standard job?
Question marks is running over my mind.

The biggest problem is
not my interest should I think first.
But I shall to think about the fee and transport!
Tanjung Bungah,
how do I go to college everyday?
My dad is now don't have enough money to get me a car.
Thus, my decision is still depend on my friends!
They are same like me.
I just received the answer,
'don't know yet' , 'still thinking' , 'not sure'
bla bla bla... ...

Post on 5th March
1803

Resign

Yeah~
Have been stop working..
today is my last day!

Finally,
can get away from these heartless people and shop!

One month earlier has to inform...
ya, today is the first of March,
I inform boss about my resignation today,
what's wrong???
Aunt blame me somemore why do I inform today, should be inform earlier.
wtf
I know what she blame for.
She worry that there is no body wanna work!
She say that now after CNY is less people seek for a job,
hard to hire people.
Remember!
She is a two-face person.
She is just smiling while talking to me.
And say that
my salary will just remain RM750
because she thought that I will be working long term.
Lame.

No doubt,
once she hire a person,
she just quickly tell me that
I just work for today,
because shoepoint has just hire a malay girl today,
she will be replace me.
Good~
By the way,
I would like to pray for that malay girl....
oh no~
one more victim...
pity~

Anyway
I am happy to leave!
xDDD
I just miss some friends there...
umm
will go and visit them when I free ya!
Friends,
don't forget me ya~

I have been absent for several activities that done by Leo Club of GTM,
will try to attend it.
Leo Club Of Georgetown Mutiara,
I'm coming back.
But I need to say that,
I still need transport
although I had pass my driving test
T.T

Lastly,
wish my friends good luck!
And Ying will get a better job soon.
=)

Post on 2nd March
0200