Grabbed my Scholarship

Yeah!!!
Finally I grab The Star Education Fund successfully!!!
Happy~
^^

Before that I still worried much about that.
Blamed myself that
why didn't tell them about my family financial status and
I am working part time job now
to show that I am really poor
and my parent cannot afford that.
But now,
seem it's useless
and no need to worry anymore!
I have grabbed it in my hand!
Yeeesssss!!!

Here
I would like to take this opportunity to thanks my friends
who has help me in applying this scholarship
and
help me think out the script.

1. Kar Heim, who are my best friend and she help me a lot!
2. Pei yong, who help me think about my script after our lunch time and choose a formal blouse for me..
   
3. Jo Lynn, who help me think about the script with Pei Yong at Prangin.
4. Si Sheng, who advice me and support me few questions might ask in interview.
5. Jesyca, who advice and support me.
6. Ryan, who support me the questions that might ask.
7. Kevin, who help me on the preparations of interview.
8. Madam Ooi, who is my BM tuition teacher guided me on the questions too.
   

Hmm, apologize if miss out your name.
Remind me ya!
Lastly, I am glad to have them as my friends!
Thanks You!

Post on 30th April
0128

Interview

Pass my interview for The Star Education Fund.
Damn nervous. Super panic.

I was the last people who arrived at head office.
Not I late ya, it was before 10am.
=p
Two girls and s guy were waiting there.
I realized that there was only four person were come to interview.

When I get in the room,
I loss my nervous and panic.
Just the brain left blank
although three of the interviewer were nice and friendly enough
==

Gosh*
I have not started to tell on my family financial status,
the interviewer already changed a topic!!!
I not yet said how poor am I !!!
Oh no~

And,
they asked me about my brother >.<
Why...
I am very proud to have such a clever brother,
yet, I am very worry to tell other about him.
Because he is too clever if compare with me =(
No choice.
I shall told them.
He's a scholarship holder to study Accounting in TAR College
and will be continue his advance diploma in KL next month.
He's managed to mantain his TARC Scholarship til the end of diploma.
He did quite well in studied
as he ever get CGPA 3.92.

sigh*
Was that good or bad in telling these?
Just lower my standard.
sob sob*

Answering the questions with suck English and grammer.
Mind totally blank =(
Yet
still have to pretend nothing and calm!
>.<

Forgot to ask them about the date of result released.
Damn.
Forgot to ask such a important question!
Why do I always be like this?
Hate it!*

Hope that I can grab this scholarship in my hand!!!

First time to drive after I pass my driving test!!!
Nothing to happy actually
since my driving skills is so...
>.<
My brother asked me to drive back home from TAR College!
and this was a raining day,
rain heavily!!!
Oh my god~
How dare he was!
On the way back home,
keep blaming by him
and
he keep helping me to control the stering...
blamed me drive too inside,
scared I crush other car,
didn't see the side mirror before turn,
bla bla bla...

At the traffic light in front of Union High School,
nearly accident!
I didn't notice that the traffic had turned red,
I thought it was still green.
At last,
break accidentally and immediately!
==

Know from my sister,
my brother told my parent that
felt scary while sitting in the car driven by me
>.<

Post on 29th April
0245

Building Bridges

Leo Club of George Town Mutiara
ROAR!!!

I am going to Building Bridges service project.
7.57am arrived Komtar Walk,
the gather place.

Soon,
I get blamed by someone.
>.<

Anyway,
just forget it.

Have fun together at there
and
for sure,
done my duties as well.
Damn tired.
Exhausted.
It's really a meaningful project!
GTM, huat ar!!!
XD

Would like to take some photo for a nice memories.
Yet,
get blamed again.
==!!!

After this service project,
follow by a cooking competition
Wok for Love.
Leos from Swinburne,
Danny Lai and Darrel,
Leos of GTM
Elisa and Janet are taking part as one team.

Pei Yong, Jo Lynn and I
keep disappearing during the activity.
Going to Prangin Mall and Pacific
to search for my formal blouse
that needed to wear it to my interview.

I know.
They don't like much.
However,
I need to buy it.
What to do?
>.<

And also one thing.
After lunch from Prangin Mall,
I just said the truth
(maybe they don't think as what I think.)
that
join them for dinner most possibility would til late.
I really don't mean anything.
Just saying what I think in my mind.
Maybe I should think twice before saying something
>.<
Apologize.

Anyhow,
I am back to the activity after I bought my blouse.
And
stay til 5.30+pm.

Badly god is playing me.
Raining heavily.
==!
I don't think my dad can pick me back.

Feel free and interested on newspaper today.
check it out happily!
So sad.
I am not there.
That time I was helping a lion to capture photos.
T.T

In conclusion,
feel appreciate to join this service project.
It's meaningful, fun and interesting!
ROAR!

Photos will be uploaded at Facebook.

Post on 26th April
0012

The Star Education Fund

Yeah~
I have received a call from TAR College
to interview for The Star Education Fund !!!

Happy^^
+
Surprise^^

But...
worry too~

What would they ask?
How would I answer?
Could I answer those questions?

My English not that good,
cant speak fluently!
OMG!
How to do?!?!

Oh no,
forget to ask the caller that
what should bring along?
and
what to wear?

I think formal wear...
I don't think I have a nice formal wear
>.<

Damn.
Don't know where is the place to interview.
The caller make me blur blur with her talk.
I know where is the student office,
opposite student office will be....?
Inside there will be...?
Where exactly is it?
@@

Anyone know what question they normally would ask?
Mind to share?
Thanks a lot
and
much appreciated!

Post on 23rd April
1320

真丢脸

昨天晚上，
去做工时遇到真丢脸的事 ==

竟然要把我去一班一班介绍给学生认识！
我的天啊~

我只不过做个小小的管理员，
需要做到这样吗？
==

超不爽！

还要背中一至中五的时间表呢！
再加上老师们的学历！
惨~
多久没有背书了 ==

笔于2010年4月9日
1750

遗憾？后悔？

人生是充满遗憾和后悔吗？
什么是遗憾？
什么是后悔？

商科比较优的我选择读理科，
大家都问我会不会后悔。
我的答案是不后悔，
学习怎么可以说后悔呢？
对吧？=)

直到SPM成绩放榜的时候，
我又开始怀疑我自己了，
究竟我是真的不后悔吗？

因为读理科，
使我的成绩变得不够理想。
我相信
要是我读商科的话，
我能够考到至少7个A的成绩。
我有信心！
成绩出炉时，
还是有朋友问我有没有后悔，
我想
这不是后悔，
应该是遗憾吧~

再来，
从小就有着志愿当一名会计师的我，
竟然会放弃读会计。
朋友们都赞成我读会计，
甚至老爸也难得同意，
最后我竟然把从小到大的志愿给放弃。

对我来说，
梦想不能当饭吃，
所以我选择现实。
眼看着那些拿会计学的朋友们即将读会计，
心里很难过。
眼睁睁看着读会计的机会在我眼前流失，
心里更是难堪。

老实说，
现在我的心还会为会计发痒，
无可奈何我已选择了金融，
我会好好地读下去，
考出好成绩来。

目前
这个选择是我人生中最大的遗憾！

笔于2010年4月8日
0206

Work

2/4/10 Friday start to work at SIM Tuition Centre.
Then today work again...

My job is about....
admin..
something like admin.
Record attendance of student and teachers, meet and talk with parent, listen to call in...

Today, 5/4/10
too tired..
I took a nap at afternoon.
Suddenly mobile phone rang.
It was called by SIM.
Electric get cut by someone else,
no electric so have to cancel tuition classes.

So, my working time were move earlier =)
6pm started til 8.30pm

Badly I just wake up..
still steam steam @@
Mr Yeoh also noticed that I had just wake up =p

Post on 6th April
0108