Saturday, October 2, 2010

Pretending

I become more and more emo lately. Think this and that, worry this and that, all nonsense, bullshit! Ishh!

Why I choose to trust you? I should not trust you. Why I choose to believe you? I should not believe you seriously. Why I choose to care about you? I should not care about you badly.

I want to believe you, however there is no way. The higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment, right?

Forgive my selfishness, I do not want to get hurt. I used to disguise myself under the shadow of fortitude. Actually I am not that strong. What did I do was just pretending. I was pretending that I am happy. I like to pretend. I choose to evade. LOL. What a lame excuse!

I am always trying to seek for security. Who can be trusted in this world?

Bla bla bla... ...
Readers, just ignore this post.
Sorry for wasting your time...
I am crazying >.<



Post on 1st Oct
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2 comments:

〤Ecl!5oNz™〤 said...

hmmm...
try to not think in that complicated way...
mayb it isnt that complicated as u thought...
relax and calm down...
after that just follow ur heart... :)

AaronOoi said...

clam down sis? dun think so bad...>.< there are alwys so ppl to let u trust..cheer up....i'll be alawys support u eh..=) dun forget this friend....XD