Words from Koizora

I love Koizora!!!

Here are some sentences from Koizora. I like them so much.

我现在还是 和天空谈着恋爱
I'm still in love with the sky.

我 如今依旧恋着这一片蓝天 直到永远 永远

我已经学会忘却，将藏于我心中某个角落的你，悄悄地上了锁。
I will left you inside a corner of my heart and lock it. And learn to... ...forget.

难道幸福的存在就是为了迎接破碎的来临？

Post on 24th Sept
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Koizora again

Sakurai Hiroko & Tahara Mika
(Seto Koji & Mizusawa Elena)




今天，
再次观赏‘恋空’，
再次被它打动，
再次为它哭泣。

这种感觉
再次侵袭我。


Mike He & Rainie Yang

记得之前那次是两年前，
‘恶魔在身边’
我连续看了三次，
每次都会变成大哭脸。
之后
AEC 和 8TV 分别都有播，
白痴的我看了五次，
五次都还在哭。
每次我都告诉自己别再哭了，
已看了这么多次竟然还会再哭，
真是太可笑了！
每次都不成功，
次次眼泪都不受控制地，
像瀑布般流下。
就连我听‘暧昧’，‘理想情人’都会哭！
哇靠！
我什么时候有这么地多泪水吖？

就这样，
听歌变成了我每天必做的一件事，
而且是听杨丞琳的歌，
也就是说，
每天放学回家一定会一边听‘暧昧’一边做功课。
我在想
我是不是白痴吖！
每天在自虐，
明知道一旦我听到这首歌一定会哭。
我也不懂。
也许
我就是喜欢自虐吧！

我享受痛哭的感觉。
这感觉
好舒服，好真实。



‘恋空’
再次让我尝到这种消失了好久的感觉。
说哭就哭的感觉。
我享受这种感觉。
我爱上这种感觉。

遗憾的是
我不知道‘恋空’的歌。
它的片尾曲，
一级棒！
我超爱！
可是，
我不知道它的歌曲名称。
有谁知道啊？
告诉我好不好。。。拜托~
我太爱这首歌了，
超好听的！
知道的请告诉我，感激不尽！


Post on 24th Sept
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Koizora 恋空

看完‘恋空’，
很感触，
很感动。
Hiro，男主角最后因得了癌症去世，
留下Mika，女主角一人。
Mika哭到很伤心很可怜。。。
实在触动我的心，
看得我的眼泪也忍不住飙出来。
太感动了。

‘恋空’成功地控制我的心情。
我的心情上摇下摆地，
一直跟的剧情的tempo走。
眼泪一摞摞地，毫无控制地流。

好舒服啊~
实在太久没好好的大哭一场。
今天，
把不高兴的泪水统统给哭了出来，
实在痛快！

开始爱上日剧了。
一直很想学外籍语言的我，
更想学日文了。
可是我知道
暂时是不可能了，
惟有以后长大了，
自己赚钱来学。
因为我家人是不可能会让我学的，
他们会觉得花无谓的钱来学这些无谓的东西。
然而，
他们又怎知道这是我的兴趣呢？

我不管，
反正我一定会学，
只是。。。。。。
时间的问题。

喜欢胡思乱想的我开始我的胡思乱想。
想些不开心的事，不愉快的事，
把眼泪通通给它痛痛快快地哭出来！

最近，
老想些不愉快的事情，
把自己弄得不开心。
爱逞强的我当然不会到处诉苦，
只有把这一些通通收在心里的最深处，
然后把它给锁住。
一直在压抑着情绪的我，
今天终于得到释怀。
而眼泪
就是一个专门为女生设计的独有发泄工具。
只是我都没好好运用它。

有时， 哭
并不难看；
强忍泪水
也不见得很坚强。

外表显得越坚强的我，
内心越是脆弱。
‘恋空’真的给了我一个很好的机会来抒发情绪。
今天的我，
超级脆弱，
一触碰就会破;
今天的我，
随时都哭得出来。
稍微想些不开心的事，
泪水就劈里啪啦地落下。

现在才知道，
我一直都在压抑着自己情绪；
现在才知道，
我是多么地不开心啊；
现在才知道，
我的泪水已储存得满满地，
等着我发号命令。

实在佩服‘恋空’，
居然能把我这铁面冷酷的脸，
一下就成了大花脸！

也好！
让我休息一天。
发现到，
偶尔弱一下，
并非坏事。
就让我弱一天吧！
我好累！！！


Post on 23th Sept
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CLD Test

Yesterday, went for CLD Test at Chung Ling High School.
early in the morning, received AiLyn's message.
She gonna fetch me.

However, before we were going, she said that raining.
But I didn't even see a droplet from my house window.
I could ask me dad to pick me up, but I couldn't leave her since I had already agree to go with her.
sigh~
no way...
had to ask my mum.
She was eating while my dad was washing washroom.
I got no way. But I scared.
I asked my sister to talk to her.
She was mad.
Yet, she picked me up.
But. i knew that she was angry.
When my dad saw she was going to pick me go,
my dad asked her where to go...
I not dare to tell me dad that mum was going to fetch me.
At last, my mum fetch me and AiLyn went to Chung Ling High School.

I started my E and O test at 3.50pm...
OMG!!!
Did not really know how to do lerr!!!
T___T

About 4.30pm, I had finished the test.
Problem was occur.
My dad brought mt dad to my grandpa's house.
I knew that if no more raining, they won't drive me back,
they just would ride me back.
Solving problem...
Pei Yong was happy because I could accompany her to wait her mum..
Ai Lyn messaged to Vanessa see whether she could fetch or not...
My brother was driving the car away...

Talk, talk and talk ;
Wait, wait and wait...
it was already 5.30pm.
Everyone was back...
Just left me and Ai Lyn there...

Finally, my dad came...by motorcycle..
Ai Lyn waited Li Ting and Vanessa came...
I was not purposely left her...
first, my brother had droven away the car and
second my dad do not to drive especially traffic jam because of Hari Raya.
sigh~

Throughout the day,
actually...
not really lancar...
problem had occured...

Wednesday date

morning,
received a message from Tyiing.
She said that KerLi are not allow to go out tomorrow because her dad don't allow her sister go, so she also cannot go.
>.<
so bad.
And she said that KerLi will talk to her dad tonight.

At night, message from Tyiing.
Wednesday's date has been cancelled.
sigh~

Good also la.
I have much time to revise Account and can save money.
I did not do well in Account paper 1,
I not really study those theory actually.
I just work out on practical, thus paper 2 is so important to me.
Yet, all of my friends said that paper 2 is so0o tough!
what to do?
Revise, Revise and Revise!



Post on 19th Sept
0328

Hari Raya

Woohoo~
Raya holiday has started!!
I need to sleep!!!
sigh~
just slept 3 hours per day during the trial exam...

Ummm...account paper 2 tested on the first day school reopen.
yeah~
I still have time to do my revision.
seriously I never study account in school, I really worry about it.
And, today just tested paper 1, not really know how to do...
just simply do...since it was a MCQ what xD
need to work hard on paper 2!!
Gambateh!!!
wish I can walk the talk!
because I always do nothing >.<

Few activities are waiting for me during this holiday.
ummm..will be going to Chung Ling High School to take CLD test on Sunday...
last year lazy to take..sigh~
i suppose take at last year. Now i suffer. LOL

Has canceled the date with friends on Saturday,
having steamboat with friends...
because no one pick me up...TT
or else I'll be going...
long time did not eat steamboat already...Hmm...
But everything is goes to fine
because I am not playing the important role in friends' society.
Having fun with them if I has attended;
does not matter if I absent.
LOL. I shall stop dreaming I think.
Anyhow, wish them have fun and enjoy the dinner ya!~

Wednesday, has invited by Tyiing. watch movie.
watch 2 movies.
wish I could hang out with them and have fun together.
Our relationship not as good as last time already.
Perhaps there will be better through the date of Wednesday!

Friday, GTM's activity at SRJK Kong Min 1.
Most probably I can attend since there is near my house.
Apologize to them because I always cannot attend their activities.
Sorry ya~
Yong told me that the time is from 8am to 5pm.
Actually I have tuition class friday on 4.30pm.
I think I'll back around 4pm if I has attend.

Saturday, ICCP.

Just left few days to revise...
Hope I can take my time very well ya!~
WALK THE TALK!



Post on 18th Sept
0150

Trial

Trial exam has been started on 3rd Sept until 18th Sept.
sigh~
Add midnight oil every night.
Study at eleventh hours.
T__T
still have one day to go...

All The Best! Gambateh~



post on 17th Sept
0353

District 308 B2 Omega and Alpha Leo Clubs Joint Induction and Installation Fiscal Year 2009-2010

31/08/2009 Monday

I went to the District 308 B2 Omega and Alpha Leo Clubs Joint Induction and Installation Fiscal Year 2009-2010 at Han Chiang High School Hall.
I was an outgoing treasurer...
and now, joined an Omega Leo Club, Leo Club of Georgetown Mutiara
This was the first time I meet up with them...
a little bit sked...
because I am not that active girl who can talk to anyone that she doesn't know.
Hmmm...

Anyway, there were 14 Leo Clubs there.
1. Leo Club of Penang City
2. Leo Club of Penang Light
3. Leo Club of Georgetown Mutiara
4. Leo Club of Georgetown Central
5. Leo Club of Georgetown City
6. Leo Club of Tanjung Penang
7. Leo Club of Chung Ling High School
8. Leo Club of Convent Datuk Keramat
9. Leo Club of Sacred Heart High School
10. Leo Club of Penang Chinese Girls' High School
11. Leo Club of Han Chiang High School
12. Leo Club of Chung Hwa Confucian
13. Leo Club of Union High School
14. Leo Club of Jelutong High School

Ummm...did not want to talk about those unhappy incident la...
Let's us start our main topic =)

''Energize Growth''




Leo Club of Georgetown Mutiara



GTM



Georgetown Mutiara vs Sacred Heart



Union Leos



Union Leos
But no more me...



New BOD of Union High School
except Melissa



Pei Yong & Liing




Liing & Evelyn


After a short tea break, Pei Yong was back. Those people from GTM were back, too.
Emm I mean no more in the hall la =]
So, I sat with Choi Ley, Boon Yan, ...
because it was entertainment time =D
Honestly, those performances...emm...nothing special, not really nice to watch...
EXCEPT B-box~
Hahahah.

After the B-box show, Boon Yan, Choi Ley, Wan Hwa and I ran to backstage to take a photo with him xD
He was that one who had performed during Leo Forum this year.
Heheh.


with B-box guy ^^

I would remember all of these!!!

What the Fuck!!! HELL!

Yours thought what I am?!

Yours maid?!

Even an maid, yours also need to pay her!!!

I am telling yours!

NOW? What did I get??

Until now...

NOTHING!!!

I have asked everything for yours,

I have contacted anyone for yours,

I have wasted anytime of my time, money and spirit,

at the end, what did I get???

ZERO!!! NOTHING!!!

Ya, I am IDIOT!!

I am FOOL!!

I am STUPID!!!

Why did I foolish till this level?!?!

LOL!!!

Why did I settle everything for yours?

Why did I waste my time and spirit to contact them as well?

Why did I so kaypo ?!?!

At the end, what did I get actually???

First, settle everything for yours

Result--> I be the bad person,

I be the person who give others bad impression!

Second, waste my time and spirit

Result-->everyone does not want to join and go anymore!

Third, kaypo

Result--> I faced all the problems!

The most nice word yours given me was that..

what you'll settle yourself la...

You promise me la..

BLA BLA BLA...

Yours are clever. I am silly.

I hate myself!!

There's no doubts,

just because of one reason-----I AM FOOLISH!

Yours are clever because yours are host ;

I am stupid because I am yours maid.

Yours decision are so important to me, yours know why?

Once yours refuse to join,

everyone would follow yours,

finally my answer is always depend on yours.

Once yours refuse to go,

impossilbe I go alone,

there's no my way to do that,

finally I still depend on yours.

GOOD!!! FINE!!!

I think I would remember all of these!

Post on 30th August

0009

24/08/2009

Hi readers, long time did not post any new post...
today, i would like to post about AiLyn's birthday =)

24/08/2009 Monday
We celebrated AiLyn's birthday today. But her actual birthday is on 15th August...
But...no way la...holiday only can hang out =p
Our theme for today was simple black or white T with a pairs of slipper.
So, i wore a white T and a pairs of slipper to attend.
Everyone wore black T except I and KerLii...
Hmm..at least I still wore a white T, KerLii worse than me la..she wore a blue clothes...
XD XD

Morning, raining~
sigh~how did I take bus to TianAii's house lerr....
Luckily the rain was stopped..about 10.30am...
I took rapid to Air Itam to meet up with KerLii, then we went to TianAii's house together.
After that, we got down from bus at Jalan Dato Keramat..
TianAii was waiting us there already.
We got in the bus and started to go to Gurney Plaza.

Raining again~~~
We was the earliest reached there...
Thus, we sat in her car..talking..chatting..gossip..playing...~
Hahah.
We got down the car and started run to Gurney after the rain not too heavy...
(we stopped the car at outside-Gurney Drive)

We shop in Gurney while waiting the others.
It was a good chance for me to go to Sasa. Ahahah.
While i was choosing and searching for mask, a salesgirl...
Umm...should be polite to call her as promoter...
the promoter keep on promoting about a skincare product..
it is a mask too....more than one hundred man...wow~
for sure I wont buy it =p
Finally I bought Pearl Yogurt Mask which PeiSim had introduced me long time ago.
Then, we bought a present for AiLyn...it was a Yoci box..

Left-music box Right-Yoci box

Then, it was time to have lunch...

Vanessa, Li ting, May San, Shee Ching, Seok Ian, Tracy and Ker Lii having their lunch at A&W

while Tian Ai and I hving our lunch at McDonald.

At McDonald, I met Yuet Ling and her friends there.

Suddenly I saw a familiar face, I did not recognise him but I know what name he is..

he is Teoh Him Keat...Leo from Penang City..had seen him a few times before already..

After lunch, we went to Red Box.

Hmm...actually still okay at Red Box..

because there has only 3 mic...not enough for us la..we have 10 person lerrr....aikxx!

no chance to sing...just listening to them...

After Red Box, counted our money..

Ahahah...we were counting India account...=p

Then, did not know where to go already....

think think think

finally thought an idea...

went to mama stall having dinner...

did not know what the mama stall named,

just know opposite the place that I attended activity last year-make up party

I did not eat...because............

want to save money xD

bought the Pearl Yogurt Mask cost me RM35.90 already...

and I had spent much today already...

=)

Just about 7.20pm after eating...

think think think again

so we changed another place again...

we went to Paradise beach...

About 7.45pm we get ready to get back home..

Tian Ai and Vanessa chasing each other with car...

wow~

so excited xD

Just...Tian Ai could not win Vanessa...

because how does a Kancil fight with a Proton Wira?

Hahahah.

so envy them has their own car...

me???

Don't even pass undang...

I did not take undang yet...

because my dad would like me concentrated on studying..

after SPM only take car lisence...

somemore I was born in December...

Lastly,

Happy 17th Birthday to AiLyn!

Post on 27th August

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