Peace

First, i would like to emphasis something.
I know u are here...
I would like to tell u that
i din say anything wrong and fake things..
im juz saying da truth..

Second, blog is use to record my daily events....
and for sure can write anything i like....
I do not think write my daily things at here is anything wrong.

p/s: i not want to argue with u....
i did not say anything in life..
i juz share in heree...
here is my space...

Actually da one u dislike is me,
da one u hate is me..
u just focus on me....
don't over da limit...

Tyiing is ever ur best friend...
( i don't know do u ever treat her as ur best friend, but she really treat u as her best friend )
u dislike me n hate me juz focus on me...
u may show black face to me or say something bad about me..
u may treat me transparent or juz ignore me...
But Tyiing is really treat u as her best friend...
u may not to over da limit...
u can still treat her good...

I think u won't know forever that
That day x'mas eve Tyiing is really hurt and sad...
she din say anything to me..
But i can felt it-hurt and sad...
If your best friend treat u like that day wad u treat us.
how do u feel?
Just think about it.

I know when u see this,
surely u will getting mad...
but i still need to emphasis that
i am not scolding u or wad...
i just want to let u know...
focus on me..
and think about others feeling before u do something to hurt anyone.

And i wish you can 公私分明 out stuff no need to show out.
In school, when u meet me,
u can just treat me transparent..
i don't care.
In Leo Club, when meeting or need to do anything,
i hope u can 公私分明

Then da rest, i'll just treat u as a 路人甲
( This is wad u want right? Don't worry, i'll do that )
I wish u can do that too.
Thanks~

X'mas

Merry Chrristmas to readers!
Today is my sister 9th birthday
Hapii Birthday to Her!

Early in da morning,
daddy mummy and sister go to u-park...
i dislike go to u-park,
somemore i went to countdown yesterday
for sure cannot wake up
=p =p

After that we go to Sunshine Farlim to have our lunch.
just RM1 per plate only.....
wow..so cheap
XDDDD

Then we go to Pisa...
nothing to buy at there =.=
Then we go to Queensbay mall.

Actually this year x'mas quite boring...
nothing special...

sigh~

X'mas Eve

About 7pm,
Tyiing suddenly message me...
She said that can go already..her cousin can pick us go to gurney..
so..at last i also got go...

Met many friends there...
quite happy and fun..
but just for me..
For Tyiing and Lii...no..
i do not know wad they want..

they said too bored and nothing to do =.=
i like noisy..
At there,
can see a lot of friends and people..
they all playing spray..very fun...
i like this feeling.

=p =p

Then,
we are sitting down..
Suddenly Irene walk through with 'hng' sound,
she just like a leader,
she walk in front then follow by her friends...
she din say hi to us...but 'hng'...

my fire start to burn...

But i just can act like nothing...

Tyiing ask us,
would like to join them or not..or else we just three people and have no fun right now..
Lii is her cousin..
for sure, she would like to join..
I have no choice...
i argue with her but they no..
i should not selfish...

somehow i go with Tyiing and Lii,

they want to join..i should follow..
so we go to join them...

She act busy...
maybe she is really busy, i don't know..
She keep walking here and there..
and keep talking with her friends...
like a business man who having a meeting or making a big business with big company...
we just transparent.

Her friends all folow her kam lan kuan..

Tyiing and Lii talk to them but they act cool..
when i see it, i would like to slap her...
she this kam lan face!

If dislike us to join just say..

wad for do this kam lan face?

To show that she is famous?

because everyone follow her..everyone though she is correct?

Or to show that we like so stupid?

because she do this kam lan kuan already but our face still so thick want to join?

Not everyone must follow her..
and not everyone must forgive her..
Unfortunatly,
still have many stupid friends treat her as princess.

still have many stupid guys like her..

I don't want to say anything
because it just would end up with unhappy and argue..

Luckily..finally..
Tyiing realized that.
so we split out..

Joelyn also doesn't know wad to say anymore..
she got no eyes to see =p

Is okay, i understand.
I do not dare to tell Junior about this..
because....he quite side her ones..
But why i told Joelyn?
because I trust she would understand..
When i see her message...
i know that although sometime she angry to her,
but...they are still relative..
they are good cousin wad...

I not angry with them..
i understand...
i realized everything at that moment.
LOL

Actually i earlier already understood..

that's why i wont trust anyone..

Anyone would be betrayer anytime amy moment...

p/s: I not mean Joelyn is betrayer...please don't misunderstand my meaning.

Then,
everything fine after split..

At gurney drive,
they spray da car, shake da car, throw da spray toward police........
It's a wonderful day!!!
Yeah~

About 2.30am i reached home already....
quite early for me..
but for Tying and Lii are go to da opposite...
anyway, i have fun tat day.

Thanks Tyiing's cousin can bring us go..

This is da first time i celebrated my x'mas eve with friends at gurney.

Wad Da Bad Luck I Have

I am an unlucky person.
always like that since i was born...
good luck never been beside me longer...
wadever i do just-----bad!

I hate myself!
I hate myself!!
I hate myself!!!

I never seen got one people would hate his/her ownself...
LOL
i laugh at myself...LOL
i have nothing to say.....
i would like to leave this world....
this complicated-materialistic-confusing-secreative-selfish-unfair-cruel world...

wad i wish to get, i cannot get..
wad i wish to do, i cannot do...
wad i wish i hope,
just disappear in da air...

da thing i wish to get, i wont get forever.
da thing i wish to do, i wont do forever..

da useless person in da world,
da speechless person in da world.....
IS ME!!!!

I told myself few thousands times,,
I da most unluck person..
i cannot have any wish and hope..
i cannot have any positive mind...
because
wad i get in da end?
It's just zero..
It's just opposite of my mind...

It's just worse...

Mad

Morning, i am going to online...

after sign in MSN,

i see Tyiing's cousin online too..

But when i am looking at his personal message..

my mood suddenly from 80th floor drop until ground floor.

' x'mas juz stay at home....sleep better '

Oh my god!

why?

why like that?

Few minutes later,

Tyiing message me..

she said that today cancel.

wad im worry about, wad i do not wish to happen, wad i do not want

is all happened.

Getting mad......moody......sad......disappointed......

Blur Blur

BeeZheng told me that maybe LiPin see wrong people..

Oh ya!!

i forgot that my friend same name with me..

somemore YeeChuin just told LiPin my name without sirname..

Yeah~

I still have chance to maintain in s2...

I do not want to drop class T.T

下班!!!!!!

一波未平，一波又起

被老爸念了一整天，

晚上打算上来这诉诉苦，发发泄。

上msn时遇见弈君，

马上问她关于我昨天托她问得事。。。

她告诉了我一个

宇宙无敌惊天动地

让我听了思觉失调的大消息!!!

我下班了!!!!!!

明年我下了science 3!!!

我知道今年是我不够用功，

考试是准备不够充足，

我知错了!

我不要下班!

一直以来我都不奢望上班，

我只不要下班!!!!!

我不要!!!

不要不要不要!!!!!!

真的不要!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

新眼镜

昨天配了一幅新眼镜，
RM298...
我知道铁定被老爸骂的。。
谁知我回到家不久后便去补习，
所以他没机会骂我。

早上今天，终于骂了，
幸好我睡得迟，
其实也不是很迟啦，只是在老爸做工后才醒，
所以他也没机会骂我。

不算是骂，是念!!!!!!!!!

果然不出我所料，
中午他回来吃饭，
耳朵开始受罪了~~~
他要我还妈咪RM100,
念我配了一幅这样贵的眼镜。

其实我也不想的啊!!!!
我想要一幅像系菱的眼镜，
可是我找不到，
所以只好随便选了一幅眼镜。。。

傍晚妈咪回来，
我叫妹妹替我把RM50还给妈咪，
明天我再还她RM50.

不久后，
烦人的老爸一见到我就开始他自创的‘大道理’
真的好像消失。。。
那样他见不到我，
就不用‘念经’
为什么不让我消失??????

由于我还未还清债务，
所以我不方便出声，
我选择沉默，
一直吞声忍气。

待明天我还清了，
我就要为自己争一口气!!!!!
这次他念我，
都是在念------------
现在钱都不会赚，就会花!
还做了这么贵的眼镜!

快点还RM100给妈咪!

眼镜会做贵的，钱要妈咪给!

眼镜是我自己穿的!

我一直都保持沉默，
最后妹妹说我已经还妈咪RM50了，
这是才收声。

讲来讲去，

还不是钱在作怪?!?!?!

我还!

我又没说不还!

我还就是了!

可以了没?!

满意了没?!

X'mas eve-disappointed

At first,

Tyiing's cousin could fetch us to christmas countdown..

But now,

he said that he want to go to pub countdown with his friends..

not going to gurney to countdown...

So,

we cannot go already..

sigh~

disapppointed~

Like You (I)

Got a bit miss u..

hehexx

dunno why...

Got a bit like u..

dunno why...

I wish u would find me,

but u did not..

I wish u would miss me,

but u did not..

Really disappointed.

Luckily i am not like u much.