Semester 4

Tomorrow (9th May) will be started semester 4. I got a terrible timetable!! =.=

The earliest class started to move forward this semester, which is start from 8.30am instead of 9am. Luckily there is Farlim bus service and I can take Farlim bus to reach college before 8.30am.

The latest class I got in this semster is 5.30pm. It isn't the latest class I ever had, I had finished class at 6pm in the first semester, but that time was my dad fetch me and my friend back. This time different. My dad changed job already. Although he finish work at 5pm, he just can fetch one person as he ride bike to work.

Can I so selfish to leave my friend wait 6pm college bus to Komtar and take rapid bus back home alone?

What if I accompany her? wait for 6pm bus and take rapid bus back home together. But will be lateeeee to home ='(

I believe that it is a tough semester. Yet, I must gambateh! I don't allow my CGPA drop again, anymore, no more!

I ever thought that I wanna get my CGPA higher and higher, like a chinese proverb says, ''步步高升''. I took it too easy since I had improved in semester 2. I too relax. That's my fault.

No more this confidence! Seriously!

I hope to get higher CGPA in this coming challenging semester! Good luck! =)

Post on 8th May
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Busy days

My result drops...sob sob...
Although not much, still sad...
Still, gonna thanks Milk God this weekend, at least my CGPA still 3.8 above..

After got to know my result of Semester 3 on 29th April, I brought my sadness mood to work on the next day at Prangin Mall Cathay Cineplex.

Fist day, not bad.
But I didn't know that I need to sale Sim pack >.<
It went worse on the next day, and the last day.
I learnt a word, rookie.
I'm rookie.
A rookie can do nothing.
Especially I look so fierce and unfriendly.
Omg!

So far so good la...everything still fine in these few days. Thanks God! I finished my job!
Long time didn't stand for more than 6 hours already, my leg...~~~
=DDDD

Gambateh! I gonna do better in the next coming semester, I want to catch uppp!

Post on 3rd May
0012

My First HP

Finally I bought Sony Ericsson X8 on last Saturday.
This is the FIRST HP that I bought.
I never buy HP, do you guys believe?
=DDDD
It's true!~

I was using my mum's HP since I form 3.
I just ever used 2 lousy phone...until now, I bought x8.

I just bought AP for RM600.
I thought this price was okay, but I was wrong! ==
Everyone told me that it was expensive
cold water was pouring to me, over my body ='(

Anyway, it was past.
No more next time!

I don't even know how to use this phone.
You guys feel funny or not? Lol.
I'm super damn stupid.
I'm super damn outdated.
I never used such phone.
NEVER, EVER.
such phone means...?
A touch screen phone? A 3G phone? A wifi phone?
Lol.
I just like a girl who came from the futhest village!
I'm so mad with my stupidness!

Post on 20th April
1210

wishes ;))

很久没上来了

开始懒惰了

大考又要到了

开始害怕了

担心成绩了

唉~

Investment lecturer told us about 'improvement',
Let's say, TARC and KDU
TARC has 1000 students currently and KDU has 500 students currently.
Next year, TARC has improved to 1200 students and KDU has improved to 1000 students.
This means that TARC has just improved 20% while KDU has improved 100% !

是不是我上个学期进步太多了？令我想在这学期再跟进一步的话很难？早知道 就慢慢进步，不要冲得太快！哈哈哈哈哈~
这是我的歪理！不必理会！呵呵呵~

Back to the topic,
I can tolerate my result drop, but don't too much la~haha

God, I make a wish, next week will be started final exam, hope that I able to maintain my result, the worst, at least with CGPA 3.6 or else I will not be able to catch up anymore. Thank you!

Post on 3rd April
1215

Lost Phone

Readers, so sorry!
Please skip this post as I am not going to use short form for those rude words.

Damn fucking today!!! I never expected this thing would happen on me! I lost my mobile phone! Damn it. I never ever so BAD luck! I experienced it today!

I just reloaded today, inside the mobile phone got so much credit!!! RM50++!!! What the fuck!!!

I dislike to put mobile phone in bad as I know that it's quite dangerous. BUT just today! I 'saja' wanted to put in the bag instead of put in my pocket.

I think it was not lost in 1st Avenue (p/s: I guess...). If I dropped it, I would realise as my mobile phone is quite big and heavy, definitely hear some sound if really dropped it. After that, I went to wait bus at bus station in front Prangin Mall.

When 203 come, many people come forward. It was crowded! I guess my mobile phone is lost at that moment. Kanasai!!!

I'm out of control!!! My fire can't extinguish!!!

Where the hell to get a mobile phone? My dad is unemployed again! Now, I lost phone. Why so many thing happen to me?!?!

I am planning to get a new one before I go to KL for advanced diploma. Now??? Should I buy now? Or buy before go to KL?

2012, If you're real, please come faster! I don't want to wait anymore!!
I'm fucking hopeless!!!

Post on 9th March
1858

SOJU

First time been to Soju..
Hmm..I think should be correct it..

First time been to club!

I should admin that
I'm outdated
>.<

Prince Subaidah Aikra Andy Wah,
shaking, shaking, shaking
He keep on shaking his body! XD

Elisa too^^

Vanessa and Sky Love started to shake after few cups of Scotch Whiskey.
HAHA.

That night, I felt abit dizzy...
really lousy me! >.<''

Didn't know whether I drink alcohol with empty stomach
or
I'm too lousy,
my stomach not feeling well...

I think
I won't be addicted to clubbing.
LOL
So far still okay for me.
Nothing special.=]

Post on 7th March
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超级大倒霉的一天

一大清早，就被婆婆骂，就有预感今天将会是一个很倒霉的一天。果然，印证了！

早上，婆婆问我塑料袋上‘Kapitan’是什么意思。我看了看，我从没看过这个字吖，就跟婆婆说不知道。岂知，婆婆就骂，说我读到几十年书了居然连一个字也不知道，还浪费钱去读大学。
我听后，非常非常的生气，立即反驳我又不是读大学，就是没看过这个字。
这时，爱管闲事的伯伯要他安静是不可能的了。他加入进来这个充满着火药味的对话，说了那些我完全听不进出的话，‘读到这么大还不会，等哥哥醒了才问哥哥，什么什么的’。
算！我不想吵！

婆婆再拿了一个喷雾罐问我是洗什么的。写着‘toilet’，这个很明显，当然我就知道了。但是我实在气得不得了， 所以就说‘洗厕所的，我很笨的，不要相信我！’
接着的事情，就是婆婆的嘴巴一直念，念，念... ....

一点放学后，坐巴士到大众银行准备去交学费。过后，因为顾客少，所以我就顺道做一张提款卡，反正下个星期三妈妈也是要带我去做。

我错了！我不应该做的。

顾客询问中心的那位小姐真的服务超级‘周到及亲切’。
是不是我接触外界太少？
原来那位小姐是不需要向我说明一切的，就直接给我填资料，什么话都没说。
我还以为她是哑巴呢，我想应该是我想太多了，现金的社会已经没有这种服务了，原来是不需要向我交代的吧~ **讽刺着**

过后，等着Pin number。有年纪的那位小姐交给我银行簿子和pin number后，交代我去换密码后，我就可以走了。

应该是我的错啦~是我太笨~居然不知道原来是要签名的~

走路去Prangin Mall的巴士站，心里还在想‘怎么这么衰啊？所有巴士好像走过了，又要等下一班的巴士了，不懂又要等到几时了。

等着等着，电话响了。不知明的号码，原来是大众银行拨来的。
‘刚才忘了给你签名，对不起，几时有空来签呢？明天可以吗？’

妈的！以为我的时间是为你而排的吖？要是我这样有空的话，我需要这样狼狈吗？
算了，压住气，走回去签~

去到那边，那副完全没一点歉意兼诚意的那位老小姐拿了一份文件给我签后，就叫我回了。
让我走这么远的路，就是为了她忘记给我签名的过失，而且才一个！

我真的气到......说不上话！

共走了三次！！！
岂有此理！！！

就知道一大清早被婆婆骂注定会衰的！！！

笔于2010年2月23日
1923

又是一个忧伤的文章

好景总是不常在

刚刚为了学业而开心，很快地，又为了学业而烦忧。
为什么不能让我开开心心的呢？

人家说‘快乐的时光是短暂的’，是正确的。
才开心了几天就开学了。
开开心心地开学，谁知又伤伤心心地上学。

一个学期比一个学期难。
难道真的要一个学期比一个学期难过和忧愁？

Finance好难啊~Investment也好难啊~
终于找到比IT还要难得东西了！

老实讲，不算很难，因为都是基本理论而已。
只是我不明白就糟糕了！！！

这次只有7个星期的时间，就要大考了！
相信7个星期一眨眼就过去了。
怎么办？？？
我很担心~~~

每次一上课就有很多很多事烦忧，
明知道我就是属于比较容易紧张担忧和一直往负面方向想的嘛。

啊~~~~~~~
很压力！！！

笔于2011年2月19日
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Result of 2nd semester

I never thought something would happen has happened. SUPER surprise!!!
I scored better result than previous semester XD
Unbelievable~
I thought I would get worse result than last semester.
I already happy with the result of last semester, never expect would score better,
and this semester is harder
got IT, IOM
which I got no much confident.
During the final for Macroecons,
there was no enough time for me to answer the last essay question.
I was so worry my result.

My 1st birthday wish had achieved^^
Thanks a lot a lot!!!
I appreciate it!

I did it!
I able to get GPA 3.9 and CGPA 3.84
I had improved!~last semester just got 3.79 =)
Although not improve a lot, I satisfy! Hahaha! *wink*wink*

Wonder how my parent think...I not yet tell them.
I know, they will not be so happy as me,
they'll just smile, I guess.

For now,
my sister is the only people knew my result, I mean in my family.
She also did not have much expression, didn't even congratulate me >.<
Disappointed~

I gonna study harder and smarter,
try my BEST to maintain the result.
Hope one day I'll score as good as my brother.

Pals, thanks for your wishes!
I appreciate it^^

For those who look down on me,
please re-measure your mind!

Finally,
I remember what I had promised, which is
eat at City Bayview if I scored better than previous semester.
But...
problem has occurred.
Argh, my god~I don't have car~
I cannot go there myself,
my parent won't eat at there, they complain expensive >.<

want to practice this promise is so difficult ==
sigh~
want to be a trustworthy person is also so difficult ==
hopeless~

Post on 10th Feb
1925

A Grieve Post

Skip this post if you feel uncomfortable.
I just need to vent seriously.


Why can everyone just care about my little sister?
She isn't young anymore,
she is 11th now!
She got the ability to responsible for her own little stuff, like wash her own school shoe.

Why my mother insists to clean up her school shoe for her?
Okay, last time she said she still young and couldn't wash her white school shoe clean. Fine!
But, now? Why still?
She has been washed her school shoe until NOW.

Actually I already used to it. I don't care anymore.
I don't care when I started to wash school shoe my own,
I don't care what age was I, ...
I just let it be.
Let my mother be my young little sister's maid..
Anyway, my mother is willing, she loves to do for her.
So I just don't bother.

But, please DON'T step in my range and try to challenge my patience!

My grandma was disagree what my mother did to my sister, last time.
She said this just pampered her.
But now?
So irony!
Now grandma ask me to wash for her! WTH!

'Don't wait until mum come back, wash for her when you bathing.''
Wow...~
Sound harmony uh..mother and daugther-in-law. HA!

Tell me the reason why I should wash for her?
Why I should 'help' you all to pampered her?
And who pampered me?

Why you guys just can't let her wash by herself?
I had washed twice in this week.
First time, I didn't say anything. I washed for her when I bathing.
Second time, I just forgot to wash and I realised it after I finished bathing.
Grandma scolded me and asked me to wash it or else no need to take lunch.
Damn it. What kind of family I born in? Gosh!

Why you guys just like to pampered her like this?
Isn't wash school shoe a simple stuff even though to a 11-year-old kid?
Mum is willing to do for her everything.
Wash her school shoe, coat her school shoe, adjust the water heater before she goes to bath, ladle rice for her before she come to eat, etc.

I just don't understand, really!
Mum please follow her when she get married. She needs you!

Post on 28th Jan
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