Friday, April 23, 2010

The Star Education Fund

Yeah~
I have received a call from TAR College
to interview for The Star Education Fund !!!

Happy^^
+
Surprise^^

But...
worry too~

What would they ask?
How would I answer?
Could I answer those questions?

My English not that good,
cant speak fluently!
OMG!
How to do?!?!

Oh no,
forget to ask the caller that
what should bring along?
and
what to wear?

I think formal wear...
I don't think I have a nice formal wear
>.<

Damn.
Don't know where is the place to interview.
The caller make me blur blur with her talk.
I know where is the student office,
opposite student office will be....?
Inside there will be...?
Where exactly is it?
@@

Anyone know what question they normally would ask?
Mind to share?
Thanks a lot
and
much appreciated!



Post on 23rd April
1320

Friday, April 9, 2010

真丢脸

昨天晚上,
去做工时遇到真丢脸的事 ==

竟然要把我去一班一班介绍给学生认识!
我的天啊~

我只不过做个小小的管理员,
需要做到这样吗?
==

超不爽!

还要背中一至中五的时间表呢!
再加上老师们的学历!
惨~
多久没有背书了 ==




笔于2010年4月9日
1750

Thursday, April 8, 2010

遗憾?后悔?

人生是充满遗憾和后悔吗?
什么是遗憾
什么是后悔

商科比较优的我选择读理科,
大家都问我会不会后悔。
我的答案是不后悔,
学习怎么可以说后悔呢?
对吧?=)

直到SPM成绩放榜的时候,
我又开始怀疑我自己了,
究竟我是真的不后悔吗?

因为读理科,
使我的成绩变得不够理想。
我相信
要是我读商科的话,
我能够考到至少7个A的成绩。
我有信心!
成绩出炉时,
还是有朋友问我有没有后悔,
我想
这不是后悔,
应该是遗憾吧~

再来,
从小就有着志愿当一名会计师的我,
竟然会放弃读会计。
朋友们都赞成我读会计,
甚至老爸也难得同意,
最后我竟然把从小到大的志愿给放弃。

对我来说,
梦想不能当饭吃,
所以我选择现实。
眼看着那些拿会计学的朋友们即将读会计,
心里很难过。
眼睁睁看着读会计的机会在我眼前流失,
心里更是难堪。

老实说,
现在我的心还会为会计发痒,
无可奈何我已选择了金融,
我会好好地读下去,
考出好成绩来。

目前
这个选择是我人生中最大的遗憾!




笔于2010年4月8日
0206

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Work

2/4/10 Friday start to work at SIM Tuition Centre.
Then today work again...

My job is about....
admin..
something like admin.
Record attendance of student and teachers, meet and talk with parent, listen to call in...

Today, 5/4/10
too tired..
I took a nap at afternoon.
Suddenly mobile phone rang.
It was called by SIM.
Electric get cut by someone else,
no electric so have to cancel tuition classes.

So, my working time were move earlier =)
6pm started til 8.30pm

Badly I just wake up..
still steam steam @@
Mr Yeoh also noticed that I had just wake up =p



Post on 6th April
0108

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Massage Shop

Actually I quite busy today.
First, followed Carmen to work.
She is working as a cashier at a massage shop.
She found me to replace her when she off day.
One week just one day.
I think I could be work so I told her that I most probably could help her.
Thus, she tough me how to work today.
But actually I didn't tell my dad anything about this job yet.

Anyway, I suppose back at 4pm.
As I have to rush back home to have a interview.
Work as a clerk at SIM Tuition Center.
Just at night.
This job is also inform by the clerk,
she asked me before whether can replace her at the night or not,
just for 2 hours,
because she wanna back earlier...to tend her child i think =p
I had promised her before also as I feel the job is quite okay for me.

Okay stop, back to the previous topic first.
Due to the kacao kacao from the boss and those workers there,
I have to back later.
Darn it.
Luckily, at last I back at 4.05pm.
To be honest,
I didn't know where is the location of this massage shop.
I just followed Carmen, her friend fetch us today.
Really missing on the way!
I remembered Carmen had told me that just walk to 7-eleven,
there has a bus station in front of the 7-eleven.
I walked along the road and then turned right.
On the way, I saw Oriental Hotel.
Oh, that's Oriental.
Later I'll be there to attend my friend's birthday party.
Didn't bother so much, keep on my way to 7-eleven.
My god, don't have bus station ya!
Where is the bus station???
No idea.
Back to massage shop again to ask Carmen as I am really a 路痴!
Walked again from massage shop to search for the bus station.
Got two 7-eleven there la ==
Carmen didn't tell me,
just said I must see a 7-eleven after turned right.

Get on the bus,
received a message from the clerk.
Interview had changed to tomorrow and asked me what time I can make it.
I thought I have to rush back home,
now no need to do so anymore.
Shit man!
Tomorrow I have to follow Carmen and learn again.
I just could make it at night. =(

Reached home.
Rest a while.
Steven is going to pick me up at 7.30pm.
Soon, my dad was back from work.
I would like to ask him to fetch me back from massage shop tomorrow.
Thus, I just described the location.
p/s: We were at living room right now!
Once I said it's somewhere near Oriental,
he straight away stopped me to talk forward.
And started blame..blame...blame...
Help!
Everyone know I gonna work at massage shop >.< style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">
I just hate one niam me!
He totally didn't know what am i talking to my dad,
just see my dad suddenly stopped me with loud voice,
then keep asking what happened.
Please la, I just answered for him to blame me?
Am I stupid?! Suck*
My grandma even worse!
She blamed me that
I want to work at this kind of place and this kind of money right now?
And I am still a student already wanna work easier job?
Even worse,
she asked me no need to continue study anymore if wanna work at there!
This kind of job no need to employ an educated person!
Fu*k*

Everyone is blaming me.
Said that massage shop isn't a good working place, won't just be a cashier at there so easy, that area is a bad area for a student and don't allow me to work at there.
Oh my God,
what are they thinking of me right now?
what's my impression inside their heart and mind?
Shit man!
Darn it.
That shop is really a massage shop,
not a illegal shop and do any illegal business such as chicken business.
Whatever I say, they just don't believe.
Blamed me some more how much I know from the shop.
They must be kind to me at the beginning.
OK, fine!
I told Carmen that I couldn't work.
I broke the promises. Zzz.
She was pek cek-ing with my answer, I know.
But what to do, she must accepted that.
Sorry, Carmen!

Because of this fu*king stuff,
I couldn't attend my friend's birthday party.
I broke the promises again!
Suck*
Luckily I didn't tell my dad that
the birthday party is hold at Oriental. ==
Anyhow,
Happy Birthday to Steven!
and
Sorry!

Now,
I just hope that
my grandma's mouth can shut up!
She is always like to share some news with neighbours!
I damn hate this kind of action!




Post on 1st April
0218

Thursday, March 25, 2010

知己

之前,
我真的很辛苦。
整个人都无精打彩的,
消瘦了些。
为了那些一大堆的烦恼,
没胃口,吃不安,睡不着。

前几天,
就在我彷徨以及茫然时,
我向我的一位好朋友倾诉,
收到她这样的一封信息。

我打算公开她的信息在这与关心我的朋友们分享。
我想她应该不会介意吧~

以下是她的信息内容:
其实嘛,这段时间,看见你压力挺大,说真的,我不知道该怎么帮忙。。。也不能明确了解你的辛苦。我有试试想过你的处境,必读学院却又突然借不到助学金,要想尽办法借结果很多麻烦,接二连三的障碍,加上没有什么人帮得上忙,无助和无奈,换作是我也可能会发飙。其实我想你这段时间一个人吞了些眼泪吧?这种情况,我们总是必须经历过的。当我们越大,烦恼就越多,一边学习一边挣扎,成长是要经过痛苦的。但是,往往艰难的环境才能塑造出高素质的坚毅力。很多时候,遇到很不乐观的事情,切记先要冷静,然后,往好的方面想。就像你目前的情况,虽然逼你忙碌地做很多东西,可是从中你得了经验,你更理解如何处理这些事,更独立,同时学习如何与人相处,虽然他们不对,所以藉此你又学习忍让和原谅。其实我们遇到的每个局面,好或坏,都是一个成长的机会。与其选择消极,何不选择乐观?积极,就是力量!我本身时常也很挣扎苦恼,很多事,一定要亲自经过,很多泪,一定要亲自流过。这并不代表我们是孤独的,而是每个人都必须经过的个人成长过程。宜琳,认识你酱久,似乎没什么见你真正开心过。人生许多阶段等着你去面对,我认识的你,不是位轻言放弃的人。累时,稍微歇息,难受时,别阻止眼泪。这些之后,再给自己个微笑,因为你经过苦难,信心和毅力又升级了!宜琳,有什么我帮得到的,我一定帮。你要加油哦!=)
备注:我没删改任何一个字噢。

这封信息实在把我给感动!
当时我真的很无助,
突然间收到她这样的一封信息,
虽然信息长度媲美一段文章,

这是真心诚意以及感动的,
把我隐藏已久的泪水再也忍不住地划过脸颊。
其实当我看到
‘其实我想你这段时间一个人吞了些眼泪吧?’
这句时,
眼眶里的眼泪就掉了下来。
因为,这是真的。

从来没有一个人跟我说过这样的话。

是第一位。
第一位把我的心声给形容得这么贴切,
第一位告诉我从来没见我真正开心过。
我还以为大家都会觉得我很开心,很乐观。
回想起来,
我好像真的不曾真正开心过。

我想
认识她
是我前辈子修来的福气。
我会珍惜这位知己的!

嘉欣,
谢谢你!





笔于2010年3月25日
1117

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

成功!

终于
今天交上了报名表格。
成功!

开心~
但麻烦到了我的朋友,
要他载我们到大老远。
实在不好意思~
因为还要去载我的朋友呢!

最后,
成功交上了!

不懂是不是我带衰他,
他车的钥匙竟然卡着不能转!
方向盘也转不了!
把我们给吓惨了!

幸好,
我们还是安全以及顺利地抵达我们各自的家。

感恩~
谢谢我那位朋友!
如果没有他的帮忙,
我们就没办法成功交上我们的报名表格。
我会记得这份人情的,
决定请他吃一餐。
=)




笔于2010年3月25
0101

祝我好运

朋友们,
祝我好运吧~

今天下午我会和朋友再去一次拉曼
去交报名表格。
真的真的真的
希望
能够没有问题的!
愿我和朋友成功交上报名表格!



笔于2010年3月24日
0921

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

衰到贴地

真是有够衰的!

下午好不容易找到一位朋友能载我去一趟拉曼,
谁知
问题又来了!

就这么刚好我找不到正本的报生纸!

打电话到妈咪的工厂,
跟着妈咪的指示,
还是找不到!

看吧~
我真的衰到掉渣!




笔于2010年3月24日
0043

就这么刚好

到底是为什么最近我在走衰运?
究竟我犯到什么?
要我做什么才能不要再这样衰?

真的!
我真的很衰!
衰爆了!
从来没有这样衰过!
衰到贴地!

神啊,救救我呀!
我不想再衰下去。。。

想听听我的衰事吗?
即无聊又无趣,
再加上我懒惰写太长。。。
在这就简短缩写吧~

今年年初,
就烦做工的问题,
再来就烦成绩的问题,
现在烦着继续升学的问题。

做工的问题,
很多,
之前有交待过了,
这里不想多谈。

成绩的问题,
就是SPM咯。
考到这样的成绩,
心灰意冷~

最后升学的问题,
这是一个大问题!
考到这样的成绩要升学是个大问题!
备注: 是要达到我的目标,我要的选择啦~

就这么刚好少一科A,丢了奖学金!
就这么刚好今年没有给优惠!
就这么刚好没有人愿意和我读一样科系!
就这么刚好没人可以载我去上学!
就这么刚好我以为已把所有问题都解决时朋友突然说不能载!
就这么刚好遇到那些不知所谓的counselors!
就这么刚好妈咪复印我的身份证有出错!
就这么刚好忘了给我爸签上他的大名!
就这么刚好去了三次却没有任何人告诉我要带正本!
就这么刚好已交表格的朋友忘记告诉我要带正本!

每遇到一次衰的就这么刚好后,
我都必须想办法解决。
成功解决时,
另一个就这么刚好又出现。
到底要我怎么做啊?
告诉我就行了呀,
不需要来这样玩我吧?!
在挑战本人的耐性吗?
那我告诉你,
你赢了!

妈的,
世界上真的有这么多这样刚好的事吗?
怎么不看有
就这么刚好有朋友和我读一样科系?
就这么刚好她们能载我去学校?
就这么刚好成功交上报名表格不需要我再去第五次
我只要求这三个的就这么刚好而已。。。
为什么偏偏却丢给我那十个烂的就这么刚好
以三个换十个,
不过分吧?

是我犯到了什么吗?
为什么问题总在不断地出现?
从年初就开始了!
究竟我这段衰运,
几时才能够划上句点?



笔于2010年3月23日
1330