Suck TM net

I want to go to the project 'Service without border'. It is so meaningful project. I really want to go. But internet got problem. I couldn't surf internet from Saturday until today before I called to TM.

I missed the precious chance. T.T

Maybe this is the fate, the destiny. Lol.

Post on 31st Oct
1705

Pretending

I become more and more emo lately. Think this and that, worry this and that, all nonsense, bullshit! Ishh!

Why I choose to trust you? I should not trust you. Why I choose to believe you? I should not believe you seriously. Why I choose to care about you? I should not care about you badly.

I want to believe you, however there is no way. The higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment, right?

Forgive my selfishness, I do not want to get hurt. I used to disguise myself under the shadow of fortitude. Actually I am not that strong. What did I do was just pretending. I was pretending that I am happy. I like to pretend. I choose to evade. LOL. What a lame excuse!

I am always trying to seek for security. Who can be trusted in this world?

Bla bla bla... ...
Readers, just ignore this post.
Sorry for wasting your time...
I am crazying >.<

Post on 1st Oct
1720