I would remember all of these!!!

What the Fuck!!! HELL!

Yours thought what I am?!

Yours maid?!

Even an maid, yours also need to pay her!!!

I am telling yours!

NOW? What did I get??

Until now...

NOTHING!!!

I have asked everything for yours,

I have contacted anyone for yours,

I have wasted anytime of my time, money and spirit,

at the end, what did I get???

ZERO!!! NOTHING!!!

Ya, I am IDIOT!!

I am FOOL!!

I am STUPID!!!

Why did I foolish till this level?!?!

LOL!!!

Why did I settle everything for yours?

Why did I waste my time and spirit to contact them as well?

Why did I so kaypo ?!?!

At the end, what did I get actually???

First, settle everything for yours

Result--> I be the bad person,

I be the person who give others bad impression!

Second, waste my time and spirit

Result-->everyone does not want to join and go anymore!

Third, kaypo

Result--> I faced all the problems!

The most nice word yours given me was that..

what you'll settle yourself la...

You promise me la..

BLA BLA BLA...

Yours are clever. I am silly.

I hate myself!!

There's no doubts,

just because of one reason-----I AM FOOLISH!

Yours are clever because yours are host ;

I am stupid because I am yours maid.

Yours decision are so important to me, yours know why?

Once yours refuse to join,

everyone would follow yours,

finally my answer is always depend on yours.

Once yours refuse to go,

impossilbe I go alone,

there's no my way to do that,

finally I still depend on yours.

GOOD!!! FINE!!!

I think I would remember all of these!

Post on 30th August

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24/08/2009

Hi readers, long time did not post any new post...
today, i would like to post about AiLyn's birthday =)

24/08/2009 Monday
We celebrated AiLyn's birthday today. But her actual birthday is on 15th August...
But...no way la...holiday only can hang out =p
Our theme for today was simple black or white T with a pairs of slipper.
So, i wore a white T and a pairs of slipper to attend.
Everyone wore black T except I and KerLii...
Hmm..at least I still wore a white T, KerLii worse than me la..she wore a blue clothes...
XD XD

Morning, raining~
sigh~how did I take bus to TianAii's house lerr....
Luckily the rain was stopped..about 10.30am...
I took rapid to Air Itam to meet up with KerLii, then we went to TianAii's house together.
After that, we got down from bus at Jalan Dato Keramat..
TianAii was waiting us there already.
We got in the bus and started to go to Gurney Plaza.

Raining again~~~
We was the earliest reached there...
Thus, we sat in her car..talking..chatting..gossip..playing...~
Hahah.
We got down the car and started run to Gurney after the rain not too heavy...
(we stopped the car at outside-Gurney Drive)

We shop in Gurney while waiting the others.
It was a good chance for me to go to Sasa. Ahahah.
While i was choosing and searching for mask, a salesgirl...
Umm...should be polite to call her as promoter...
the promoter keep on promoting about a skincare product..
it is a mask too....more than one hundred man...wow~
for sure I wont buy it =p
Finally I bought Pearl Yogurt Mask which PeiSim had introduced me long time ago.
Then, we bought a present for AiLyn...it was a Yoci box..

Left-music box Right-Yoci box

Then, it was time to have lunch...

Vanessa, Li ting, May San, Shee Ching, Seok Ian, Tracy and Ker Lii having their lunch at A&W

while Tian Ai and I hving our lunch at McDonald.

At McDonald, I met Yuet Ling and her friends there.

Suddenly I saw a familiar face, I did not recognise him but I know what name he is..

he is Teoh Him Keat...Leo from Penang City..had seen him a few times before already..

After lunch, we went to Red Box.

Hmm...actually still okay at Red Box..

because there has only 3 mic...not enough for us la..we have 10 person lerrr....aikxx!

no chance to sing...just listening to them...

After Red Box, counted our money..

Ahahah...we were counting India account...=p

Then, did not know where to go already....

think think think

finally thought an idea...

went to mama stall having dinner...

did not know what the mama stall named,

just know opposite the place that I attended activity last year-make up party

I did not eat...because............

want to save money xD

bought the Pearl Yogurt Mask cost me RM35.90 already...

and I had spent much today already...

=)

Just about 7.20pm after eating...

think think think again

so we changed another place again...

we went to Paradise beach...

About 7.45pm we get ready to get back home..

Tian Ai and Vanessa chasing each other with car...

wow~

so excited xD

Just...Tian Ai could not win Vanessa...

because how does a Kancil fight with a Proton Wira?

Hahahah.

so envy them has their own car...

me???

Don't even pass undang...

I did not take undang yet...

because my dad would like me concentrated on studying..

after SPM only take car lisence...

somemore I was born in December...

Lastly,

Happy 17th Birthday to AiLyn!

Post on 27th August

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道歉

星期一，我照常去找姐姐帮我补习。
到了门口，只看见朱老师坐在座位上，
我有点犹豫但还是走了进去。


姐姐在一间班里与某某某在忙着，
我在门外等她。
当她出来时，她对我我摇了摇头道：‘今天不行了。’
就走了，到朱老师那儿忙。
这时我才想起是UPSR激励营！

她既然没叫我回，我就继续在那儿等她。
（我是不是笨了点呢？）
等了十几分钟，
那儿又热又没椅子坐，我只好靠着一旁的桌子，依赖着离我最近距离风扇的风在等。
接着，就陆陆续续有Form3的学生在外头等着待会的补习。


过后，我实在等不下去了。
等待着时机。。。
朱老师在复印纸张，姐姐在招待这一位家长，
在姐姐低头写一些字时，我赶紧去上前去问：
‘今天不能补了，那我先回了，嗯？’
她自言自语了一下，点点头。


可能是我等太久的关系，变得有点不耐烦，
基本上我就是一位没有耐性的人，
我走到门口时，顺手把门关上，
可是碍于门柄上的螺丝已松懈，所以门就很自然地‘砰’的一声，超大声的！
我也没法呀，要我回头？是不可能的，更何况本人的心情已受影响，
我索性继续潇洒地走了。


我想，里面的人都心里有数。
有的人会想：她生气了！
也有人会想：发什么大小姐脾气啊！
可能朱老师会问姐姐：‘这谁啊？到底有没有补习的？就这样走了？’
（因为姐姐帮我补习是秘密的，我充当真正来补习的人）
别人怎么想，我无所谓，也不介意，我才懒得理呢！
我在意的是，姐姐会怎么想呢？
会不会像一般人的一般见识呢？
也许她会想：帮她补习还发我脾气，岂有此理！
又或者生气地道：妈的！


记得之前有人也是‘砰’地一声关门时，
姐姐不耐烦地埋怨了几句。
因为真的很大声！
这次，不知道姐姐会怎么想我呢？
唉~

我承认我是有点生气，但还不至于把气发泄出来呀！
生气归生气，但我还是明白状况呀。。。
我想这次跳进黄河也洗不清了。。。
呜呜~~~

我是不同意姐姐的做法，
每次她没空或不在都不通知我一声，
等我到了那儿找不到她便信息或打电话给她时，
她才告诉我她在某某地方，待会再过来，或什么什么的。
我是觉得，
通知一声很难吗？
我真的很不爽这种不负责任的态度！
可是我有什么办法？
我有求于她呀，我需要她啊！
而且，她并没有义务帮我补习的，
而现在她愿意帮我补习，我还吵什么？
对不对？
所以，我还是会把这些琐碎的小事当没事，
这就最好了。
除此之外，那天她并没叫我回去啊，
她只摇摇头说今天不行了。
是我真的太笨！
这句话的意思就是叫我回去嘛，对不对。。。

然而那天，我真的不是故意把门关得这么大声。。。
对不起。
我只能道歉，希望姐姐不会生我的气。

Post on 06 August

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